i should have decide it quick before it's too late.
there's too much to consider or i'll regret again.

am i taking it too hard.

i'm stuck seriously.

things would be easier at first.
i just can't blame you completely dad.

but you are making everything complicated.

i'm just too dissapointed.

confused. fickled.

oh god please show me the path.

i'm really having a hard time right now.